Last time I work for a porn company, it was nothing but fun and good times. I had my old department, my beautiful office, budget for eveything we need it, free insurance, parties, trips, and many things that made having that job, the best job in the world. When everything had to end for various reasons I was crushed and very depressed. That company was like my first boyfriend, it was so good to be there that like Murhpy will said, it could only end it up really bad. I am not sure what happened, if it was me or them, or both but I had to leave, I couldn't stand it... It went way too corporate. Today I am still trying to recover from that bad boyfriend. Is never going to be like working there again. I have that feeling that other job might be good, but I know those times would never come back.
And I tried to go back to "The Real World" and it sucked even worse. I went from a crazy Christian company to a dirty, filthy gumball machine warehouse... Until my phone rang. And I knew it was someone from the past, and I didn't want to get it, but I did. The interview went well and here I am. It's been 5 months since I came back to Fantasyland. My ex-boss told me once, we're like no other company in the adult industry. He was right. There's no other. and I've been in 2 more besides my loved ex-job. It's no joke. This is a tough business. I am just happen to be good at recruiting, reason why they keep me here. Where am I going after this? Is my life going to be recruiting for porn for the rest of it? I hope not, because the day I really want to be in the other world, I won't be able to adapt myself to it. That day Fantasyland will be the only world for me.
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